[Intro]
Neon lights
Buzzing low
Another night I don’t let go
I count my breaths
Like they’re yours
Praying you come back through that door
[Verse 1]
Plastic chairs
Cold linoleum
3 a.m.
Feels like years again
Your name shaking
On a thin white page
Coffee’s cold
But I can’t walk away
TV’s talking
But I hear your voice
Every sound just fades to noise
[Pre-Chorus]
They say “wait” like it’s something I can do
Like my whole world isn’t hanging on the truth
[Chorus]
I don’t want to lose you
Standing in this room alone
Every second’s breaking
Every breath is borrowed hope
If you’re okay
Just say my name
I’ll take the pain, I’ll take the blame
I don’t want to lose you
I’m just waiting on the answer
[Verse 2]
Doctor’s eyes
Won’t meet mine
He talks slow like he’s killing time
My knees shake
When he clears his throat
Like the ending’s written in every note
Your jacket’s wrapped
Around my hands
Still smells like home, still feels like us
I replay
Every word you said
Like love could keep you here instead
[Pre-Chorus]
I’d trade every tomorrow I have planned
Just to hear you breathing again
[Chorus]
I don’t want to lose you
Standing in this room alone
Every second’s breaking
Every breath is borrowed hope
If you’re okay
Just say my name
I’ll take the pain, I’ll take the blame
I don’t want to lose you
I’m just waiting on the answer
[Verse 3]
I keep thinking
This is somehow my fault
Like I missed a sign
Or I talked when I should’ve stopped
I’m replaying every night
Like I can rewrite the end
If loving you was a mistake
It’s one I’d make again
[Bridge]
Did I miss your last goodbye?
Or was it never meant that way?
If there’s a god above these lights
He’s staying quiet tonight
I’d scream a prayer into the walls
But all I hear is my own fault
[Final Chorus]
I don’t want to lose you
I don’t care how long it takes
I’ll stand right here and break in half
If that’s what it takes to wait
If you’re okay
Just say my name
I’ll find my way through anything
I don’t want to lose you
I’m just waiting on the answer
[Outro]
Sun comes up
Through dirty glass
Still don’t know how long this lasts
But I’m right here
I’m not moving
Don’t let this be the end of us
Drozalloxx
