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You wish to know me, guess what, let’s start with the beatings, let’s start with the training, let’s start where my soul was broken at 4. Guess what you can’t because you’ve never been. These broken blue eyes and this soul taught and paid to slay and repeat. Grass grows for you and haunting forest grows for me. So before you come to me take a good look at what surrounds me. Keep your opinion and keep your fucks because I have no more. This is just your trial so turn and run, be gone and flee. Get fucked and try oh i dare you to try….. a broken limb and broken blue eyes scream but you’ll never know as how could you? Time in memorial no one fucking cared than I came across my brother. This is my timeline and no one can determine loss or victory. But for once they see yeah they see… the last light of broken blue eyes. They call it hope as the call of t torture. No matter….. no matter…. The time is coming .

You give me power i call it luck. You give me love i call it manipulation. Try it g keep trying until you love me no more. How the fuck oh how the fuck do i keep this going. How do i keep going like this. My life feels like a lie but yet i know yes i know different. Give someone to kill and there’s me, defend protect and that’s me. 

Everyone wishes for me to hide it but I can’t. So I stand and leave a trail of trash. How do I reconcile when I don’t even know how to correct myself. A trail of tears and war. Now…….

Now…. I listened and followed and shots ring out. Just follow the trail, find me, find me before… I’m all gone. 

Rap, sad