I'm sorry leland

everything is going well having all my friends along my sides. having everyone i miss. i miss you leland. all i have is dade. now I'm alone all in pain now. i wanna go. why did this happen to me. its always me. why did out friendship have to end i miss you leland. i miss playing these goofy and fun games. i miss zomboid. i miss garrys mod. i miss everything else. i miss the good times. i miss you leeeee. wish you were here. wish you didn't say i had dick for brains. I'm sorry i called you a retard. I'm whenever i have a good night.. i always remember how i said atleast i had a real mom or calling you a retard spitting bullshit at me. I'm sorry i didn't mean to. i snap to much. I didn't mean anything. I'm so sorry wish we could put our differences aside. when i first metcha i didn't know you weren't fully related to me i thought of you as a brother. but everything weird. after you introduced me to your friends I'm sorry it all ended its all my fault i miss you cousin wish we can be friends again. i love you like a brother.