[Verse 1]
Wake up late
Same stain on the ceiling
Coffee cold
I scroll past my feelings
Laugh it off
Like the joke isn’t me
Yeah
Brush my teeth
Watch my eyes try to leave
Yeah
[Chorus]
I know every crack in my reflection
Every soft spot
Every weak connection
Hate myself in high definition
Still I turn the volume down
Pretend I’m fine
Yeah
I know my favorite ways to break me
All the shortcuts back to hating me
But I keep changing every subject in my mind
Like I’m not the problem this time
[Verse 2]
Text you back
Then erase what I’m saying
Type “I’m good”
Even when I’m decaying
Make a list
Of the things I’m avoiding
Fold it twice
Hide it under the poison
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I’m the one
Who leaves me on read
Ghost my thoughts
Till they camp in my head
Say “I’ll change”
While I lie on the floor
[low vocal register] I know what I am
I just slam one more door
[Chorus]