I hope this is good

Fucked up every day 
Need something to numb the pain 
Before I go insane 
And blow up my brain

No one hears me when im on my knees begging and pleading god please for give me i gotta gun against my head wanting to pull the trigger i don’t wanna keep moving im tired of losing  everything over and over again please forgive me when i get angry you can’t blame me life’s not easy 

Fucked up everyday 
Need something to numb the pain 
Before I go insane 
And blow up my brain

Will anyone stay with me i won’t call you baby fuck love  im not what you need I’ll leave you in the past surrounded by Ash don’t toy with me im some one who has no trust everyday is the same low key really beginning to hate the human race 
I wanna disappear with out a trace 

Fucked up everyday 
Need something to numb the pain 
Before I go insane 
And blow up my brain
 
Pain and agony is all icant take a compliment with out thinking something’s up i know it sucks can’t explain the hell i live in no one wants to listen i think they just don’t care i do be a tad intense to be fair honestly i don’t care ill still wake up and live on till tomorrow 

Fucked up everyday 
Need something to numb the pain 
Before I go insane 
And blow up my brain god please forgive give me i gotta gun to my head you’ll be by side in the end only you know my true story 

Death metal lofi rap bass boosted