Abandoned At The Exit

[Intro]
I got ghosts in my phone log
Names that ring, then they fade off
Every promise was a pipe dream
Every hug had a time bomb
[Verse 1]
Sink in the mattress
Same clothes, same ash on the blackness
Half full bottle on the nightstand
Half dead kid tryna play like it’s planned
Scroll through the contacts, thumb on your name
Type out “I’m done,” then delete it again
Pop two more just to press on the pain
Now the room tilt slow like it’s sick of my brain
Mom said “call me,” that line been dead
Dad left early, left dents in my head
Friends turned dealers, they front me regret
Every tab, every bag, every debt that I bled (yeah)
[Chorus]
I’ve been screaming from the rooftop, throat gone raw
But nobody ever shows up, they just watch me fall
If I jump, would you even notice that I’m gone?
Or am I just abandoned at the exit, dying slow, staying strong (staying strong)
Abandoned at the exit, dying slow, staying strong
[Verse 2]
Bathroom mirror, can’t face that kid
Eyes so red, can’t tell what’s his
Lines on the counter like “take that risk”
Heaven on the tongue, hell in the wrists
Voice in my head like “bite that steel”
Another like “wait, that’s how fake love feels”
I been chasing every high just to dodge one low
But the comedown hits like a car in the snow
Missed calls, voicemail from an old best friend
“I heard you’re not the same, hope it’s not the end”
I replay that clip till the screen goes black
Wish you knew that I’m gone but I can’t come back (hey!)
[Chorus]
I’ve been screaming from the rooftop, throat gone raw
But nobody ever shows up, they just watch me fall
If I jump, would you even notice that I’m gone?
Or am I just abandoned at the exit, dying slow, staying strong (staying strong)
Abandoned at the exit, dying slow, staying strong
[Bridge]
If I slip tonight
Would it change your life?
Or would I just be
Another rumor in a group chat lie?
If I hold this line
Can I outlast time?
Or am I just here
Till the next high dies?
[Chorus]
I’ve been screaming from the rooftop, throat gone raw
But nobody ever shows up, they just watch me fall
If I jump, would you even notice that I’m gone?
Or am I just abandoned at the exit, dying slow, staying strong (staying strong)
Abandoned at the exit, dying slow, staying strong (so strong)

rap, Screamo-trap hybrid with male vocals: distorted 808s and detuned bell loop under whispered, close-mic verses; choruses explode into screamed gang vocals, blown-out subs, and thrashy guitar stabs. Energy arcs from numb, half-spoken confession to full-throttle breakdown, then drops to a haunted, echoing outro with filtered drums and distant ad-libs.