[Verse 1]
Wake up
Same ceiling
Same stain
Phone screen
Burning through my brain
I say I'm fine
Then I choke on the word
Every breath in my chest
Feels blurred
[Pre-Chorus]
I've been tracing all my thoughts
Like cracks along the wall
If I scream into the dark
Will anyone hear me fall?
[Chorus]
I'm trying to find my way back
Out of the storm in my head
Every step feels like I’m sinking
But I’m still kicking in the lead
If this is all I have left
I’ll use the weight
Not break from the impact
I’m lost inside the black
But I’m trying to find my way back
[Verse 2]
Cold sink
Stare at my own face
Red eyes
Don’t recognize that shape
Friends call
I let it just ring
Can’t stand
To admit anything
[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been dragging all my doubts
Like chains across the floor
If I tear these walls apart
What’s hiding behind that door?
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
I am not my worst day
I am not my worst thought
I am not this voice that says
"Stay down. Stay stuck. Stay lost."
[growled backing vocals]
I am not my worst day
I am not my worst thought
[full band hits
Screams layered]
If all I’ve got is this pain
Then watch me turn it to fuel
If all I’ve got is this fear
I’ll bend it
Break it in two
[Chorus]