[Verse 1]
Shoes by the door that I paid in payments
Late fees stacked on the kitchen shelf
Cartoons on, but my brain keeps racing
Every bill feels like I failed myself
You ask, "Dad, you coming to my game?"
I lie, "Yeah," but my shift runs late
Clock in, clock out, same old chain
Tryna break it, but it still holds weight (yeah)
[Chorus]
I feel like a failure
But I'm never giving up on you
Every time I fall through
I swear I'm still crawling to the truth
Heart full of anger
Wallet full of empty, that's the wound
But I'm never giving up on you
Never, never giving up on you (on you)
[Verse 2]
Dark thoughts creep when the lights start buzzing
Gotta be strong, but my hands keep shaking
Smile in the pics, but the inside’s numbing
Scroll through dreams that I’m not quite making
Your drawings on the fridge spell "hero"
I look in the mirror, see zero
But you run to the door when you hear me
Like love don't keep score, just feel me (yeah)
[Chorus]
I feel like a failure
But I'm never giving up on you
Every time I fall through
I swear I'm still crawling to the truth
Heart full of anger
Wallet full of empty, that's the wound
But I'm never giving up on you
Never, never giving up on you (on you)
[Bridge]
If I gotta bleed for a better day
Then I'll bleed till my bad habits break
If I only leave you one thing
Let it be this—how to get back up again (get back up again)
[Chorus]
I feel like a failure
But I'm never giving up on you
Every time I fall through
I swear I'm still crawling to the truth
Life getting heavier
But I’ll carry every ounce for you
I might always doubt me
But I’m never giving up on you (on you)