YOU

I got drunk last night to feel your love again, but no who was I to say I was the one you needed. You and your selfish ways ended what coulda been so great…you left me at my lowest but I bet you didn’t notice It’s okay tho babe I’ll be okay, all I need is a drink to fill the void of you missing. Everything’s slow and clear but you’re not here. It was you for me but not me for you and that’s okay because at the end of the dayyy.. I lost youuu. You called me every night just to make sure I was alright, you said you loved me but continued to show me otherwiseee. You’re manipulative and narcissistic ways made me feel that wayy. You lift me up just tear me down i don’t know why but I’ve never hit the ground. I loved you but you never loved me maybe you just loved the attention that you got from me…Oh god the things I’d do just to feel your love again I’m so lost in the fucked up world we live in, I wanted nothing more than to feel your hug once more but I woke up from this nightmare and realize that you weren’t theree like before. My friends tell me to move onnn but no they don’t realize that you coulda been the onee. I loved you more than life itself, but I bet you couldn’t tell you were so caught up in fucking with them. I was just there as a backup for when things didn’t go your way, you never loved me but I loved you, you can’t say our relationship didn’t work because that’s all on youu. I’ve never loved someone as much in life as much as I loved you and I’ve never felt so unloved by anyone the way you make me feel. We went thru all that just to be strangers again..