It's been a real struggle in my life. To go to church. It's not that I don't love God. Or don't desire to fellowship. But every time, I let my guard down. It's the one place I have been judged.. the most. The ones who claimed to know. God. Sometimes hurt you most.. leave you.. so uncomfortable.. so wrong, so lost. When you start to feel like part of a family, then comes hurt.. and I've turned away. I've run.. I've gone astray. This time, God chased me down.. and I ran to Him. He has given me a safe place to dwell.. Showed me His temple can be found. He lives inside of me. He is always.. with me. I may still struggle with going to church. But I feel His love. He dwells inside.. His temple.. is in me. He teaches me.. His deliverance.. His love.. His peace. He fills me with songs. God, is my Rock. The place where love abides... This love.. can not be shaken.. this love can not be torn apart. It's a personal relationship. I may have gone wrong. But He forgives, heals, and helps me.. be strong. No human can know His work He is doing, where I have been. And where I'm heading.. People may judge. Think they know better... or where you stand, not seeing, not understanding how close you are to Him.. only He knows your heart.. I know mine is with Him.. He covered me.. with His love.. when He died for me.. for my sins. He is there.. and I have learned to give my troubles to Him. This world fights what's right.. and what's wrong. But He fills me with His love.. my heart He fills with songs. This world may never understand. What's in each persons heart. But He sees... He is working.. He is working on His people.. and I know.. God, is my Rock. The place where love abides... This love.. can not be shaken.. this love can not be torn apart.
BeeHoney
