Everyone thinks that death is what ends a life. But im living proof thats a lie. Family and friends are things I tried. Foreign feelings force a cry. Experts in history come re-write my life. Shallow is the path that passes by. I stood smiling as you grew but your back never saw me die. Bring the carrot, Im attached to the stick. loss or belonging i dont know which. Ive learned that im perfect theres nothing to fix. Smile in darkness as I finally fit. Growing in passion perfected in bliss, gifted a purpose with nothing amiss.
Care was something I couldnt afford, a touch of friendship at my heart that it tore.
Ache of the softness leaving me sore.
But I wanted just a bit more.
I just wanted more.
I just wanted more.
I just wanted more.
I just wanted more.
I just eanted more.
Hate. Rage. None of these are something i can make. Out growing pain like its to late, counting on them was a mistake. Give them a chance, lets just wait. Crazed. Trance. Who knew misery liked to dance, but then someone saw me in that state. The kindest eyes and a firm handshake the fire burns with new found fate. The House gives work filled with trust a Tenant does what a tenant must. Black wooled sheep I never was family gained and a friendship lost.
Care was something I couldnt afford, a touch of friendship at my heart that it tore.
Ache of the softness leaving me sore.
But I wanted just a bit more.
I just wanted more.
I just wanted more.
I just wanted more.
I just wanted more.
I just wanted more
I have never been sated, the hardest choice was created with no regrets when i had made it. But please dont discount that it was done in pure anguish! Past that was static, a future like magic, loyalty earned ill become a fanatic. No more whispers or murmurs theres no need to go further, oasis of peace drink up all in fervor!
Care was something I couldnt afford, a touch of friendship at my heart that it tore.
Ache of the softness leaving me sore.
But I wanted just a bit more.
I just wanted more.
I just wanted more
I just wanted more.
I just wanted more.
I just wanted more.
I deserved more.
