It was a cold dark night
like no other
Feeling pressure
And a
A love grown cold
Trying to take me
Out
I fell for
the lies at
15 years old
Playing games
with my mind
he was much
older
Growing up
Feeling, lost
And
Confused
I thought
was
true love
I had a
Chance
But…..love blinded me
The devils plan
Looking for
Love in
All the
Wrong places
Convinced me
To run away
Street bound
No more
cozy nights
Sleeping in
Shelters
Park benches
Dirty motels
No showers for
Days
Life turned
Upside down
Drugs, abuse
And
Alcohol
Homeless,
Broken,
Lost,
And
confused
I had questions?
Was I put
Here just
To suffer?
Never knew
my dad,
No tea parties
Dress ups
Or love
Of a
Father
No hugs
No dance
Never came around
A little girl lost and still not found ……..
My testimony…………..
My testimony!!!!!
Never knew
Love
I was
Never
Wanted
Unplanned
And
Tortured
Watching through
a mirror
At family
I wanted
But
Never apart
of
Just an image
Taking space
Not recognized
Just heartache
Being pushed
My way
Love blinded me
Thinking I
escaped
From agony
But the
Enemy
Played this
Game
With my heart at
An early
Age
So misguided
And
Misunderstood
Couldn’t tell
No one
The secrets
That
Plagued me….
Married to a man
So much older
On the run in these
Streets
From pillar to post
My life was
Filled with
Trauma and
Pain
I was determined to
Make it,
never really knowing
my
Strength
I had to fight back
To get it together
Took four long years
To make sense
Of it all
Blinded by love
It was a lie
Falling in
Traps
Designed
To take me
Out by the
Enemies
Hands
Trying to end it all
But God ………
was
On my side
To bring me out
He set me free
I was
torn
broken and
Humbled
by
The master
Covered in prayer
And I
Fell on my knees
Praying for a
Better way
A better way oh oh a
Better way!!!!
That’s why I’m still here fighting day to day
That’s why I’m still here…..holding on tight
That’s why………. I’m still here fighting these battles
I’m much stronger now
Through the
Holy
Spirit
Fasting, praying and reading God’s word……….
Gaining strength
For my assignment
I didn’t go through
These struggles for
Myself
It’s
To share my
Testimony with the world
Plagued with trauma
Guiding you
Back to God
For your
peace!!!!
Little girl hear my cry’s
as I say
these words
Don’t fall for the trap
Designed to bring
you pain…
Little girl
it’s okay
No matter what
You’re told
God’s plan will
Prevail.
Stand strong
Kneel, to
Pray!!!!!!
Ask for guidance.
And
Trust in God
for
His
Saving Grace
My testimony……….
I’m still
standing
Wrapped
in love
And peace
At last
Loved by the Father
He gave me
Peace and
Never let me
Down
Showed me
How to
love
Unconditionally.
This is my testimony…….
This is my testimony.!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My testimony!
Talahopson26