I was sitting around
In my thoughts
wondering,
how
and
Why?
everything
went
Wrong?
I never imagined the day
would come
I’d have to
question my
life.
I just have a question!
and that’s …,Why?
Trying to
figure it out
is consuming
My thoughts…
When I try
To pray!!!!
It’s so hard to focus day to day
Hard to focus day to day
Trying to go through life
Like it’s okay
Hiding the pain
Behind a gentle smile
While everything
is
falling apart
Betrayal cuts deep
It’s hard to sleep
Pretending everything’s
Okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fighting every day
to understand
Where
I went
Wrong.
Now, I have so many questions
It’s making me
Weak
Questioning if it
was love
Every day
Thinking of every word
You said
thinking
They were
Lies
Every argument
Every embrace
Saying you love
Me
Did you really care?
If you did
Why
Do
you keep
Hurting me!!!
My heart is weak
But you
Can’t see
Thinking we’re okay!!!!
Thinking we’re okay!!!
No
we’re
not
We’re not
okay
This pain
I feel
I just
Can’t
Shake!
This pain
I feel
I just
can’t shake!!!!
Trying so hard
to see
a brighter
Day……
But something is broken
It’s
terribly wrong.
Something is
Broken
And can’t be fixed
It’s hard for me to find my
Way.
I’m lost and
dismayed…..
Clouds of darkness
reigning in my
Heart!!!
Crowding my space
Crowding my space
Crowding my space
It’s like you made a
fool of me.
And
I cannot sleep
Wondering
Why?
Why?
You keep hurting me.
The hurt
I feel
cut so deep
I can’t even breathe
To get
passed it
Crying inside
Trying to make sense of
Things is
driving me
mad.
Trying to focus
on brighter days,
but clouds
Of darkness
Crowds my brain
So many thoughts
I have
I just don’t know what
I want
To
Do…..,
I just don’t know what to do!!!
What am I to do!!!
What am I to do
I try to pray
I try to look
Beyond
But
It’s hard
To imagine
Forgiving you.
This pain cuts deep
I feel so
Weak!!
Do I say goodbye
Or
Do I
Stay
That’s the Question
That’s the Question
That’s the question…………..
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