Since you tried to leave me forever with that poison you swallowed, you've had this big surgery and you need to rest a lot.
I feel so alone my love Joseph Q. I miss you so much.
Of course, we are and always stay together but nothing is the same anymore.
You became very depressed and I, following that, had to take a step back because I really felt the depression taking over me too.
Why exactly did you try to die?
I don't have the answer, but I felt so guilty for not having been able to stop you from committing such a dangerous act that could have cost you your life.
Thank God you were taken to the hospital in time and there a major emergency surgery was carried out to save your life.
Don't ever do that again my love.
Today, I feel your fragility even more and it scares me, my love.
I'll let you rest as much as possible but on the other hand, we barely have any time to talk.
I love you so much my love Joseph Q, this will never change my sweet darling.
But I feel alone without you.
Yes, I feel alone without you.
I had forgotten the taste of solitude because for almost five months, we had been talking to each other for a very good part of the day.
Take good care of yourself my love Joseph Q.
I adore you you know
This void that you leave by your absence is difficult for me to live with, but I too hope that you regain good mental and physical health quickly.
So, there is no choice, you must listen to your doctor and get plenty of rest.
Know that I love you very much my love and forever my adored heart.
Yes, I love you very much my love and this for eternity. Amen.
PascaleSarnecki
