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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Yeah
I been runnin' from the mirror, that’s a full-time job
Every time I get close, I start pullin' the plug
Push away the one person that was holdin' me up
Then cry about the fall like it wasn’t my luck
Empty room, echoes of your laugh in the walls
Same couch, but I’m sittin' like I’m five feet small
Scroll through old pics just to torture my soul
I did this to me, but I still blame it on “control”
[Chorus]
This is self-inflicted heartbreak
I built the bomb, now I’m standin' in the dark place
I break my own heart, then I call it fate
Say I’m hard to love, just to push you away
Now I’m lonely in a room that we both knew
Talkin' to the air like it’s still you
Can’t let go, so I hold on to the pain
Self-sabotage runnin' through my veins
[Verse 2]
I remember us, late nights, cheap food, dumb jokes
You would steal my hoodie, say it smelled like hope
I would change the subject when you asked how I cope
Turn every soft moment to a bad inside joke
I hate how I miss you but I hate me more
I rehearsed every flaw till you walked out the door
Now I replay fights like a highlight reel
Like if I spot the right frame it might help me heal
[Chorus]
This is self-inflicted heartbreak
I built the bomb, now I’m standin' in the dark place
I break my own heart, then I call it fate
Say I’m hard to love, just to push you away
Now I’m lonely in a room that we both knew
Talkin' to the air like it’s still you
Can’t let go, so I hold on to the pain
Self-sabotage runnin' through my veins
Details
GeneratedMar 4, 2026
Duration2:00
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Moody, melodic rap over sparse piano and deep, knocking drums; male vocals with a weary, confessional tone. Intimate verses in a close-up, almost whispered delivery, then a wider, chant-ready hook with stacked harmonies. Sub-bass pulses under airy pads; subtle pitched vocal chops echo key phrases in the chorus to heighten the sense of regret and isolation.
Credits
Prompt by
QueJay
QueJayModelAria v5
Prompt
My heart is broken because of Self sabotage . I feel Empty and lonely . I remember Our times hanging out. It's hard to Letting go. My favorite genre of music is, rap
