Still Don’t Feel Real

Still Don’t Feel Real

DJMike

Lyrics

Verse 1

I remember sleepin’ on a mattress on the floor

Hearin’ arguments I couldn’t ignore

Mama cryin’ through a closed bedroom door

Swore to God I’d give her somethin’ more

Used to ride with the gas on E

Tryna make it to a place I’d be

Now the tank stay full, but it’s still that kid

Inside me askin’ what this life really is

They ain’t see all the nights I prayed

All the doubt that I hid away

All the times I almost gave up

But somethin’ in me just wouldn’t break

Pre-Chorus

Now they see me shine, they don’t know the cost

Every win got built from a loss

Chorus

And it still don’t feel real, I swear

All this money, all this air

I was down, now I’m way up here

But I still got pain I carry

Still don’t feel real sometimes

Look around like this life mine?

I got everything I said I’d get

But I ain’t feel finished yet

Verse 2

I done seen friends turn strangers quick

Over money, over petty things

Had to cut ties just to grow myself

Now my circle small but it’s everything

I don’t trust what they say, I watch what they do

Energy fake, I can see right through

They wasn’t there when the nights got cold

Now they act like they always knew

I remember days I ain’t eat much

Now it’s steak dinners, but I don’t rush

Still got habits from bein’ broke

Like savin’ everything I touch

Bridge

If it all fall down, I rebuild again

I done been through worse, I’ll win again

Every scar got a lesson learned

Every loss got a blessing in

Verse 3

I ain’t perfect, I still got flaws

Still got nights where I fight my thoughts

Still got ghosts from a past life

Still got dreams I ain’t chased enough

But I’m closer than I ever been

And I’m stronger than I ever was

If you knew what it took to stand

You would never question what I’ve done

Final Chorus (Extended)

And it still don’t feel real, I swear

All this money, all this air

I was down, now I’m way up here

But I still got pain I carry

Still don’t feel real sometimes

Look around like this life mine?

I got everything I said I’d get

But I ain’t feel finished yet

Details

GeneratedApr 2, 2026

Duration2:35

LanguageEnglish

Style

Cinematic emotional rap with piano and strings, deep storytelling, melodic hooks and reflective pain to success, male

Credits

Prompt by

DJMike

ModelAria v5

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