[Verse 1]
Cup on the table
Phone on the floor
Same old story
I replay once more
I said I’d call you
Then killed it in my head
Talked myself out of us
Now I lie in this bed
[Pre-Chorus]
Why do I push away the hands that hold me?
Why do I burn the bridge then miss the glow?
[Chorus]
I keep breaking my own heart
Tearing us apart
Blaming you for the mess I made
I keep pushing love away
Then beg it to stay
Crying out your name so late
I remember your warm hugs
Your breath on my neck
Now it’s just my shadow in this room
I keep breaking my own heart
And it all comes back to you
[Verse 2]
Friends say “move on”
They don’t know your laugh
How you fixed my jacket
In the photograph
You left your sweater
Still hangs by the door
I wear it on bad days
Like you’re here once more (oh)
[Pre-Chorus]
Why do I run from the one who chose me?
Why do I start the fight
Then hate the war?
[Chorus]
I keep breaking my own heart
Tearing us apart
Blaming you for the mess I made
I keep pushing love away
Then beg it to stay
Crying out your name so late
I remember your warm hugs
Your breath on my neck
Now it’s just my shadow in this room
I keep breaking my own heart
And it all comes back to you
[Bridge]
Maybe someday I’ll learn how to hold you
Not hide from the hurt when it feels too true
But tonight it’s just me
And the space where you sleep
Saying sorry to the dark
For what I did to you and me
[Chorus]
I keep breaking my own heart
Tearing us apart
Blaming you for the mess I made
I keep pushing love away
Then beg it to stay
Crying out your name so late
I remember your warm hugs
Your breath on my neck
Now it’s just my shadow in this room
I keep breaking my own heart
Yeah I keep breaking my own heart
And it all comes back to you