Fading with out a sound

Woke up again

Didn’t plan to

Same empty room

Same old me

Empty screen

Names gone cold

“Forever” turned

To “getting old”

But I’m still here somehow

Breathing in this empty house

Heart on the floor

Still beating out loud

nobody stays

everyone leaves

I’m still here somehow

I’m still here with me

God please take me out

Too many sleepless nights

Taking to many pills

Counting down my days

Im in hell

Stared at the gun

Siting on the couch

Turned off the lights

Layin there gun on my chest

I’m still here somehow

Breathing in this empty house

Heart on the floor

Still beating out loud

nobody stays

everyone leaves

I’m still here somehow

I’m still here with me

Maybe I don’t need them

to say i need to stay

Maybe every scar

Spells “I remain”

If the whole world

Turns its back on me

I’ve still got this stupid pulse

(I don’t have a reason to stay)

I’m still here somehow

Breathing in this empty house

Heart on the floor

Still beating out loud

If nobody stays

If everyone leaves

I’m still here somehow

Will any one stay with me