Fading with out a sound

[Verse 1]
Woke up again
Didn’t plan to
Same empty room 
Same old me
Empty screen
Names gone cold
“Forever” turned
To “getting old”
[Chorus]
But I’m still here somehow
Breathing in this empty house
Heart on the floor
Still beating out loud
nobody stays
everyone leaves
I’m still here somehow
I’m still here with me
God please take me out 
[Verse 2]
Too many sleepless nights 
Taking to many pills
Counting down my days 
Im in hell 
Stared at the gun 
Siting on the couch  
Turned off the lights
Layin there gun on my chest 
[Chorus]
I’m still here somehow
Breathing in this empty house
Heart on the floor
Still beating out loud
nobody stays
everyone leaves
I’m still here somehow
I’m still here with me
[Bridge]
Maybe I don’t need them 
to say i need to stay 
Maybe every scar
Spells “I remain”
If the whole world
Turns its back on me
I’ve still got this stupid pulse 
 (I don’t have a reason to stay)
[Chorus]
I’m still here somehow
Breathing in this empty house
Heart on the floor
Still beating out loud
If nobody stays
If everyone leaves
I’m still here somehow
Will any one stay with me 

Elegant fantasy-pop ballad, orchestral sweep, crystalline female vocal, dramatic villain-theater flair, 84 BPM.