Me and the homies out at the river
Every single day in the summer
Making a swimming spot
Putting a dam together shit was getting hot
Had everyone coming there to swim
First started with one homie yeah just me and him
Started getting it good
Shit was are hood
I Remember sneaking out my house at 5 am
Like damn, that was my fucking fam
I miss them man
Anyways
Never being home I think it was June
Not knowing what would come soon
We chilling having fun life was in tune
Going to cup of joes
With a couple of bros
I didn’t have money but I didn’t have to worry because the homie got me
Love you dog
But me and the gang
Would get on sum bikes and hang
Riding around the town
Riding from town to town
Rounding up shit ton of people
Shit was crazy we was everything but lazy
My homies were becoming brothers
And I remember are parents started to hangout
Shit I remember going to Joes valley
And meeting up with yall, are parents were talking bout sum boes and Sally’s
We ain’t know much so we’d dip
Go and do sum dumb shit they were to busy so they didn’t flip
Going around with a hatchet
Just going fucking bat shit
Almost spend the night out there with yall
But I was so glued to my moms hip
That I didn’t want to stay so I dipped
My step dad and mother were way to drunk
We started driving home almost recked into the dam & sunk
Crazy we could’ve died that night
But we got home parents chilling
So I didn’t think much of it
A day went by me and my mom went and said hi
To the homies didn’t want to leave couldn’t say bye
Stayed at the homies house
We were out all night I think like 5 of us
Swear we stayed out till dusk
It’s July now life nothin crazy it’s quiet
Shits still sweet life’s chill
I call the homie say we going to the river still?
He said ya let me ask my mom
Said shit ight, it was calm
Because I still had to ask
I let sum time pass
Hung outside by myself
Jumping on the tramp
Got an answer from the homies but I needed help
On getting there
Was walking inside
Noticed my step dads car wasn’t insight
Didn’t bat an eye thought he was at work
Went to ask my mom
She was sleep
Not that deep because she was up late all week
Said mom
Nothing, said hey mom
Nothin so I started geeking out
Went grabbed water shit didn’t work so I started freaking out
Called my step dad
Said hey my mom isn’t waking up
He was mad
Shit was weird
He finally got back to the crib
He said hey kid
Go out in the living room so there I hid
Heard a ruckus seen my brother run towards me
He picked me up and got me out the crib
I ran back inside I go and look he’s giving cpr trynna not break her ribs
Step dads on the phone
With the cops there I’d known
That this is serious shit I turned to stone
I’m outside freaking out my brothers wit me
He’s telling me to breathe, we don’t need, them worrying about you B
Hugging me
I go up to the porch to check
Cops came out with this look of regret
Saying sorry for your loss
