[Verse]
I’m not the man I claim to be
If I am
Then where’s the key
Locked in this house of mirrors I can’t break free
[Prechorus]
I chase the light
It slips away
The dark’s a debt I always pay
[Chorus]
I don’t do what I long to do
But the evil I hate—it pulls me through
I’m a shadow of myself
Can’t deny
Tell me
If I’m living
Why do I die
[Verse 2]
Suffocating in my skin
A battle I can’t seem to win
The silence screams louder than my sin
[Prechorus]
I claw the walls
They never crack
The light ahead keeps turning black
[Chorus]
I don’t do what I long to do
But the evil I hate—it pulls me through
I’m a shadow of myself
Can’t deny
Tell me
If I’m living
Why do I die