No smilin

(No smilin,

No remorse,

That’s what I’ve been taught,

No smilin,

No remorse,

No feelings to be caught,)

No smilin,

No remorse,

That’s what I’ve been taught,

No smilin,

No remorse,

No feelings to be caught,

No smilin,

Always grindin,

Spent 15 years wildin,

Tryna collect my senses but I lose’em,

Struck with a never ending pain that I’ll never forget,

Just wake up and live with those regrets,

Pretending everyday will be my last,

I started moving on but I’m still trapped in the past,

I’m falling apart,

No one there to catch me from falling

Drown in sorrows til I depart,

No breath in my lungs the next worlds calling,

No smilin,

No remorse,

That’s what I’ve been taught,

No smilin,

No remorse,

No feelings to be caught,

I Quit taking drugs,

Getting high was just for fun,

No longer holding onto alcohol bottles,

Just jump in the whip and go full throttle,

Don’t care if the wheels start to wobble,

Tried to find love and ended up horizontal,

Took some acid when I was 16,

Was running through the streets of Eugene,

Had to get that paper,

I stole from others and said see ya later,

Hours spent in front of the screen,

Sadness been overflowing past the age of 19,

On my bullshit till the sun came up,

Moon up high I didn’t give a fuck,

3pm and I was still awake,

7am I was still awake,

Never sleeping and seeing demons,

Conversing with the heathens I made a deal,

Was too damn high to know it wasn’t real,

Face ran red when it was cracked with steel,

(No smilin,

No remorse,

That’s what I’ve been taught,

No smilin,

No remorse,

No feelings to be caught,)

No smilin,

No remorse,

That’s what I’ve been taught,

No smilin,

No remorse,

No feelings to be caught,