Is it even love

Tell me do you love me or do you even know

You keep me so confused I'm always left with guessing

Sometimes I wish I could leave but I can't seem to let you go

Wish I was more of a woman with more to offer

I'm afraid of losing every thing thats left of me

The demon inside is taking over

Seems like there ain't anyone who could stop her

I hate it when we argue and your always right

I have just as much the right to address the shit u do that I don't really like

I'm not the only problem you need to own your shit

I'm sick of all the disrespect I get when I don't do a thing to even deserve it

Your gonna push me past a line you don't wanna cross

I promise if I walk away I'm leaving like a boss

These past ten years I just let shit slide so I promised my self this time I won't take a loss

(Chorus)

You say you love me but I don't feel a thing

You don't really see me for who I really am

So for you to claim that I don't think you can ohhh no baby

I wish I could earase all of my memories

Just except the truth that's right in front of me

But Im devoted to the pain you dispose on me

Please Lord give me strength don't let love one day be the death of me

(Verse 4)

Tell me do you love me or do you even know

You keep me so confused I'm always left with guessing

Sometimes I wish I could leave but I can't seem to let you go

What hurts the most is you will never know

That all I ever needed was for you to be a better man

I've been through so much pain just need a partner who can understand

I love you even though I don't love myself

Be the reason that changes the way I see myself

Be the reason I start working on my mental health

(Chorus)

You say you love me but I don't feel a thing

You don't really see me for who I really am

So for you to claim that I don't think you can

Tell me do you LOVE ME or do you even know

You keep me so confused I'm always left with guessing

Sometimes I wish I could leave but I can't seem to let you go

one foot out the door the other barely staying in

If we don't stop all of this fighting neither one of us will win

Losing you I lose more than my lover I lose my only friend

Don't make me believe this who you are

We can't give up now when we already made it this far

If I'm gonna start over I wanna start it with you

Let go of my resentment just start over new

Maybe I'm just crazy

Maybe I should just let you go

Maybe letting it hurt

Is all that we both really need

Maybe I should prove to you

How much I don't really need you

Would you love me then

Would u let me back in

Maybe so but I probably wouldnt come back

I think I like the sound of that

Oh baby baby

No no

Do you really really really really love me

Do you even know who I really am

Don't wanna walk away but I think it's time for me to go

Oh tell me no no no oh oh oh oh

What is love to u baby

You can't really love me for me

You keep making me out to be someone I've never been

Let me tell you I'm so sick and tired of it