Stay true to you

Everyday is a new struggle no matter how I look at it I could drink a beer on my porch with a good friend listening to the music that I wrote there's so much out there that I know that I can sore through but I feel so sore for everything that I've been through I count my blessings everyday as blessings occur but sometimes I'm just not sure should I be here on this Earth should I be aware I keep my heart close and I do it for the people that care my road is short but my journey is long so maybe I should sit back and take another hit from a bong I live this juggalo life I live it to the fullest I keep my children close and I'll never let them know my thoughts my pain my suffering and everything that I've gone through for them my future for them I have to last the moment right now that I live in I promise you I wish I would pass everyday is a new step I understand that strong but how strong you got to be when the world acts like you don't belong I love myself true and true but I think it would be easier if I was gone and I speak the truth I have friends that come by I have acquaintances that say hi I know it's up to me to make my future go by I'm going to be true to what I do and I'm going to tell everybody else f*** you so remember this because it has to be true I'm at East side jugolo with nothing to lose so I'm going to keep my family as close as I can because I don't have nothing to lose I've run around the block I hustle it up but you know at the end of the day I'm just fed up my kids keep me going you know that's so true so just look at everybody else around you and just say f*** you