Life is struggle is hard out here I understand where you come from don't run away with fear you got everybody that wants something from you and they want it real quick they want it on the doublethey treat you like you're a a rebel just a pot of rubble acting like I put you through so much trouble yeah you want this and you want me to do that but there's nothing really I can do for you because you act like like I'm just a piece of s*** like I'm out here trying to worry about who gots the next hit I'm out here trying to get it live I'm going to make it even if I got to go out and take it but you got to be patient with me you got to understand I can't get anything just one hand to another I got to go out here and talk and be nice like act like I'm one of the brothers you know I ain't got the information that I need to be up and gone I could be up on the street and I can stay up all night long but I try to be legit and you act like I'm just out here just trying to quit I'm living my life as fast as I can I'm living in my life as best as I can for the people that are around me that really don't understand you make them little slight comments you talk about all this s*** oh I wish you were out of here even knowing I can't go pay rent yeah I'm a little bit older yeah I'll walk a little slower but you got to be cool and be down with the crew you can't be on that hush hush f*** you you make me feel like you waiting for me to turn around so you can stab me in the back you know exactly where it's at I got phone out I didn't even have a knapsack everybody says I was rude just living my life as a fat cat just being okay wearing a hat acting like a complete ass don't give a f*** you can ask for it's that but you tell me to slow down you told me I need to get out you told my s*** on the ground so I took off walking and now didn't have nothing that just put me in another spot where I realized that I not welcome I thought I could come home where I was raised maybe hang out with my mom and dad and say what's up let's get paid but no they worry about the incident so worry about what everybody said about you they worry about your habitats and worry about your habits I get it I get it I shouldn't have f***** like a rabbit but you got to understand trying to come up legit just be patient give me some time I promise you I'll get on my grind until then just give me a piece of mind and be all right that I've already lost mine I wish I could just give you a piece of mind you will cry and cry inside instead of sitting there soaking up what you have and wanted to kick me in the behind it's all right when I'm gone I promise you I'll leave you behind you'll be upset but you can count the rest because I'm fed up with this half I love you crap I'll find me a new habitat you'll hear the picture go ratatat but don't get mad when I leave and you will just be
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