[Verse 1]
You walked in with his eyes
Same crooked smile he wears in old photos
They called it fate
Called it surprise
Like some lost page they’d been waiting to quote
Oh
Mom passed you the stories
He never told when I was small
You got front-row to his glory
I’m still pressed up to the wall
[Pre-Chorus]
You say “I’m scared
I don’t belong”
I say “me too
Been here all along”
Different doors
Same house
How do I say this out loud?
[Chorus]
You get the love I begged for
All the open arms I dreamed
You’re the proof I wasn’t crazy
That he could give what I need
I should hate you but I don’t
I’m just standing in the breach
You get the love I begged for
And it cuts where I can’t reach
[Verse 2]
They toast to “second chances”
Like the first one never bled
They frame your school picture
Mine stay stacked under the bed
He learns your favorite color
Writes it down
So he won’t forget
I’m counting all the summers
He never once bothered to check
[Pre-Chorus]
You say “he’s trying
Give him time”
I smile sharp and say “it’s fine”
Different clocks
Same year
You’re just getting what I feared
[Chorus]
You get the love I begged for
Every proud word I rehearsed
All the late-night conversations
That I only heard in verse
I should hate you but I don’t
I just bruise where you can’t see
You get the love I begged for
And it empties out of me
[Bridge]
I don’t blame your beating heart
You didn’t choose this missing part
You’re just the proof he always had more to give
I’m the echo in the hall
I’m the name he doesn’t call
Learning how to live
[Chorus]
You get the love I begged for
And I hope it heals your bones
If one of us walks away whole
Let it be you going home
I still ache for what I lost
But I won’t pass you this grief
You get the love I begged for
I’ll learn to be my own relief