Standstill

To much of this is happening again

To much of this is old

To much of this is new

I'm in a standstill

I don't know what to do

I think I'm at the end

A heart longing for love anew

I think I came to realize

True love isn't true

Why do people play with my heart like this?

Is it because I let them?

I felt like I had to take a risk A risk i don't feel is worthy

He hurt me

He said he would always have my back he said that out of courtesy

Did my feelings not mean anything?

In fairy tails they say true loves kiss solves all

my true loves kiss took all Of my emotions a draining feeling

Of my process of healing

Is this really true love?

I think I came to realize true love isn't true