[Intro]
Yeah... Late nights, no sleep... Too many thoughts in my head... But nobody sees it...
[Verse 1]
I got pain in my chest and a smile on my face
Tryna keep in together but I'm losin' the race
Everybody say "you good?" and I just sy "yeah"
But deep down inside man I'm fightin' with fear
Got stress in my brain every day every night
Too young for this pressure but I still gotta fight
People walk past me, they don't notice the scars
I be Feelin' so alone while surrounded by stars
And heartbreak changed me, now I don't feel the same
Used to trust easy now I'm numb to the pain
Every text left open got me feelin' replaced
Tryna act all strong but the tears leave stains
I been lookin' in the mirror like "who am I now?"
Tryna scream for help but I don't know how
Everybody got opinions but nobody knows
How it feels when your heart and your mind both cold
[Chorus]
I just wanna feel okay again
Tired of the dark when the day begins
Carryin' this weight like it never ends
Need a little light, need a real friend
And maybe one day I'll heal for real
Maybe these wounds won't hurt this bad still
Till I write these words I feel
Hopin' somebody hears me
[Verse2]
Lonely conversations whit the walls in my room
Head full of storms like I'm stuck in monsoon
Mama ask me why I'm awake so late
I just shrug my shoulders say "I'm fine, it's okay"
But it's not though
I got thoughts movin' fast on the dark road
Tryna find comfort while my heart broke
Every fake smile feelin' hollow
And I hate when I get rude sometimes
Got emotions too big and confused mind
I don't wanna hurt people close to me
But pain changes how a person speaks
Still I got hope buried deep inside
Even broken hearts still beat sometimes
Even dark nights gotta see sunrise
Even lost souls still need soft lights
[Chorus]
I just wanna feel okay again
Tired of the dark when they day begins
Carryin' this weight like it never ends
Need a little light, need a real friend
And maybe one day I'll heal for real
Maybe these wounds won't hurt so bad still
Till then I write these words I feel
Hopin' somebody hears me
[Outro]
So if you feel broken, just know I do too
You don't gotta hide every scar you move through
One day we'll look back at the pain we survived
And realize we were stronger the whole time...
Yeah... We still here... And that means something...