Too much of this is happening again
Too much of this is old
Too much of this is new
I’m in a standstill
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m at the end
A heart longing for love anew
I think I came to realize
True love isn’t true
Why do people play with my heart like this?
Is it because I let them?
I felt like I had to take a risk
A risk I don’t feel is worthy
He hurt me
He said he would always have my back
He said that out of courtesy
Did my feelings not mean anything?
In fairy tales they say true love’s kiss solves all
My true love’s kiss took all
Of my emotions, a draining feeling
Of my process of healing
Is this really true love?
I think I came to realize
True love isn’t true
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Pre-Chorus
I tried to see the good in you
Ignored the signs I always knew
Gave you parts I couldn’t lose
Now I’m left with all these wounds
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Chorus
If this is love, I don’t want it
All it ever does is take
Leaves me empty, leaves me broken
Every promise just a fake
If this is love, then I’m done with
All the games and all the pain
I keep giving all my heart out
Just to lose it all again
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Bridge
Maybe I’m the one to blame
For letting you inside my space
For believing every word you said
Like love was something we could save
Now I’m staring at what’s left
Of a heart I barely knew
Trying to pick up all the pieces
That I lost inside of you
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Final Chorus
If this is love, I don’t want it
I’m so tired of the pain
But a part of me still wonders
If I’ll ever feel again
If this is love, then I’m done with
Being someone people use
But I still hope someday I’ll find it
Even if I don’t believe it’s true
