[Male Vocal]
I’ve been in a drought so far….I can’t keep going out no more…
lined up with them battle scars…
Demons come up at the door poking at you
laughing more,…
Don’t put me in the ground no more…
I’m tired of the way that we left things
I can’t go back what we call memories going thro things like a madman
I don’t even know why you loved me….
I don’t even know why you loved meeee
I couldn’t even give you anything
I’ve given up but somehow I’m here…
I just don’ttt…. seem to know anymore
It’s getting way to badd..
Waking up is getting harder and harder by day,
Sometimes choosing not to acknowledge I stay in my bed while clouds Fogging up my trauma…
Lately I’ve been knowing what’s the problem but somehow can’t seem to solve them…
Time keeps coming I’m standing
Praying for some new things couldn’t you imagine
Im tired of the weight of all it
Don’t even know if I can handle all of it feelings coming out trynna keep me away but I just know for the sake…
I know I can’t leave you
There still those moments where I need you
Thinking of the past is where I leave you
and sometimes I
wish I didn't,
But hard work pays off,
Time to throw the warm heart away now
my heart on the line and it’s givin’ me the way out,
Love fades and heart break, trust close
for your sake, Im guarding my heart and I’m trusting no one I made my mistake and I’ve done my time
The heartache is just not my place
I'm hiding my tears and I’m wearing all my smile and I'm searching for love that ain’t gonna change but dear god you’ve made us all the same…
Now you finally found your fate
You left my life and I can’t take you back
You did somethings that I didn’t think you’d do
But we can’t feel bad now wishing you’d come around
Don’t know if I can sleep at all anymore
Cuz I know she got the man I cannot pretend to frown I gotten nothin else to lose
Can’t keep finding ways to you
Stopping all myself cuz I know that I’ll be chasing you In my dreams I really do
Lacing up my finger cuz I know that I be missing you ask him what he do to you
Know that he can never do the things I use to do to you
Why it’s gotta be this way
You tell me you never wanna stay now
I'm sorry for the things that I did that day
You don’t have to tell me I can see it in your eyes
I’m hiding my feelings but I can see it in my presence thinking about you every time of night
you say you don’t want me
Now you leaving and you lied
you say you didn’t want another guy
Now you're messing with my mind
Baby don't you care about my feelings or they left behind You don’t have to tell me its alright…..I have to goo…. I can’t be doing this anymore… I’ve said what I said only if you listennnn….to mee.
[Whisper Goodbye]
JPB
