Midnight Voicemails

(Verse 1)

Woke up with ink on my hands

Another night of writing letters I won’t send

Heartbreak tattoos on my skin

Every line’s a memory of you sinking in

I still replay the fight on repeat

Like a movie scene stuck between what we were and what we couldn’t be

Yeah I burned the photographs just to watch ’em glow

But the ashes spelled your name on the floor

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(Pre-Chorus)

I said I’m fine—yeah I lied, that’s a habit

Love’s a drug and you left me a bad addict

Thought you’d stay, but you vanished like magic

Now I’m stuck here, panic, static

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(Chorus) (big pop-punk hook)

Now I’m screaming at the sky at 4AM

With a heart full of scars I can’t pretend

Lost you, but I found myself again

Even if it hurts like hell in the end

Yeah, you fade, but the memories stay

Midnight voicemails that I still replay

If I let go, would it feel the same?

Or would I break, would I break again?

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(Verse 2)

Fast car, loud thoughts on the freeway

Headlights flash like regret on replay

New scars, old songs, same clichés

But I still taste your name when the pain hits sideways

I tried therapy, tried writing, tried blacking out

But the shit you left inside won’t ever back down

I’m a ghost in a city full of neon sins

Tryna learn who I am without who you’ve been

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(Pre-Chorus)

I said I moved on—yeah I lied, that’s a habit

You were home, now I’m lost, tryna map it

Burned out dreams, no way to patch it

Now I’m stuck here, panic, static

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(Chorus)

Now I’m screaming at the sky at 4AM

With a heart full of scars I can’t pretend

Lost you, but I found myself again

Even if it hurts like hell in the end

Yeah, you fade, but the memories stay

Midnight voicemails that I still replay

If I let go, would it feel the same?

Or would I break, would I break again?

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(Bridge – rap/half-sung)

I don’t wanna feel this forever

Tryna sever all the ties, but you’re tied to my sweater

All the letters in the drawer I swore I’d never rewrite

But I still might, midnight, crashed with a dim light

I don’t wanna be the villain in your fairytales

But you made me bleed ink like I write in Braille

If love’s a prison, you posted bail

Left me locked in my own damn hell

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(Final Chorus – bigger, layered vocals)

So I’m screaming at the sky at 4AM

With a heart full of scars I can’t pretend

Lost you, but I found myself again

Even if it hurts like hell in the end

Yeah, you fade, but the memories stay

Midnight voicemails that I still replay

If I let go, would it feel the same?

Or would I break—

Would I break again?