My heart is beating thru my chest...
There’s so much I’m holding in...
I just want to express my love to you..
But my feelings don’t mean shit to you..
It’s like I’m a chore to you...
Me being with you...
You say things you don’t regret..
You turn me down every MF chance you get...
Believe me..
I won’t forget..
You say you love me
till death do us part...
Yet -
Yet you think it’s ok
- to rip apart my heart...
Day after day...
Time after time...
I continue to expose ....
your true lies..
They shoot like flames out your eyes...
You don’t want to touch - touch me anymore...
At this fucking point...
I’ve just started to give up
Im getting to the point
That I just don’t care...
it’s a matter of breaking thru the cold doors
- of my heart...
of Which
you’ve torn all apart.
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Invisible..
I’m invisible to you.
You don’t care anymore.
It’s plain to see..
You want to run free.
Invisible..
I’m invisible to you baby...
The one who made my dreams come true...
But yet...
I’m Invisible to you.
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I’m a wreck -
I’m not whole without your touch..
— but it’s like
— like you don’t give a
fuck...
When I reach out to touch you...
It’s like you recoil...
All I have to say is..
It makes my blood boil.
With anger & distress..
And with sadness...
I thought when people loved each other
— they feel fucking gladness?
Not destitute.
Not disgust.
But life & lust
— so many feelings are a must...
To make US Work..
But that’s what I feel like I am to you...
Like you’ve got a job to do...
Yes I’m speaking the truth!
Do you know how much that hurts me?
To know I’m just a burden for you!
Why do you pull away from me?
Can’t you see?
You’re shattering my being..
I feel like I’m deemed to fail..
It sends me to literal hell...
Knowing that I’m invisible....
Invisible to you...
One day—
I may fade away...
And be truly invisible....
I’ll be gone..
What will you do?
What will you do then?
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Chorus:
Invisible..
I’m invisible to you baby...
You’re the one who made my dreams come true...
Invisible to you.
I’m a wreck -
I’m not whole without your touch..
— but it’s like
— like you don’t give a
fuck...
I’m invisible...
it’s true...
Invisible to you...
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You say you love me..
You say you care..
You do things to let me know you’re there..
But for me it’s clear to see..
that you’re playing the part..
- All the while...
- you’re destroying my heart..
We’ve discussed this a thousand times!
Your excuses are like nursery rhymes..
Flowing out your mouth..
There’s so much clout!
And the look on your face..
it’s such a disgrace...
That you don’t want me - like I do you... hey.....
I long to be with you..
But it’s oh so evidently true...
That you don’t feel the same...
You make me feel like I’m to blame..
Like I’ve become...
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Chorus:
Invisible..
I’m invisible to you baby...
The one who made my dreams come true...
Invisible to you.
I’m a wreck -
I’m not whol
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