Used me like a mirror

I sat alone at the edge of the crowd

They laughed too loud, and I laughed along somehow

Called me “bestie” just to drag me down

And I still wore that title like a crown

Told me secrets then turned them into jokes

Said I was “too much” every time I spoke

Still, I’d wait for their texts like gold

Guess love feels warm even when it’s cold

I let them shape me, bend me just to fit

They’d break me, then ask why I quit

So I’m leaving — new school, clean slate

But I still carry all the weight

Of loving people who made me hate

The mirror, the halls, my own name

They used me like a mirror — just for shame

I loved the ones who hurt me most

And now I’m nothing but their ghost

Wrote “I’m fine” on the back of my hand

Cried in silence so they’d still understand

That I’d take anything just to belong

Even if I knew it was wrong

Gave them chances they never earned

Got no love back, just lessons learned

I begged to stay in places I outgrew

That’s what pain will trick you into

They watched me break and called it “drama”

But I was bleeding through my armor

So I’m leaving — same shoes, new floor

Still haunted by their slamming doors

I loved them while they kept the score

And lost myself trying to win their war

They used me like a mirror — cracked and clear

Reflected all their hate and fear

And if they notice that I’m gone

They’ll probably joke and just move on

But I’ll be better far away

Even if the hurt decides to stay

Yeah, I’m leaving — but not all of me

They still hold parts I didn’t mean to leave

I loved the ones who made me bleed

Still wonder what was wrong with me

They used me like a mirror — sharp and slow

But I’m not theirs anymore — I’m letting go