(Dark Pop /Alt Rock ]
[Verse ]
Some days I don’t feel anything.
Other days it’s too much.
I carry it in my shoulders,
in the way I look away when people talk about love.
It’s like I left pieces of myself back there,
and I don’t know how to ask for them back.
[Verse 2]
They say I’m strong.
But they didn’t feel it.
They didn’t lay there,
quiet because the world stopped listening.
I wanted to scream.
But I needed to survive more than I needed to be heard.
[Chorus]
I don’t know how to love anymore.
Not because I don’t want to—
but because love feels like a risk
I can’t afford to take again.
When someone reaches for me,
I flinch.
Not because I hate them.
Because I still remember what it felt like
when touch wasn’t safe.
[Verse 3]
I question everything now.
Every motive.
Every kind word.
Every version of myself
that once believed the world was good.
I miss that girl.
I don’t know where she went.
Maybe she’s hiding
because she doesn’t trust me anymore either.
[Bridge]
I’m not broken.
But I am changed.
There’s a difference.
And it matters.
[Final Chorus]
I want to love.
I do.
But I need time.
And patience.
And someone who can sit with the silence
without trying to fix it.
I’m still here.
Even if I don't always feel it.
And for now...
I survive