No Withdrawal

Verse 1
I told myself just one more night
Just one more taste, then I’d be alright
But every time I try to leave
Your memory pullin’ back on me
Your touch still livin’ in my skin
Like a habit I keep givin’ in
I know this high gon’ cost me peace
But I still need it just to sleep

Pre-Chorus
I know your love ain’t good for me
But it’s the only thing I feel
I try to quit, I try to run
But I’m already too far gone

Chorus
Your love’s a drug, I’m overdosed
Can’t let you go, I’m holdin’ close
I feel the rush, then feel the pain
Still need another hit of your name
I break myself just to feel us
Every relapse feels like trust
I swear I’m done, then I fall again
Your love my vice, I can’t get clean

Verse 2
I blocked your number, then unblocked
Stare at my phone like it might talk
I know your silence bad for me
But I crave it like a need
My friends say, “Time will heal it all”
But time just make me miss you more
I tried new faces, different beds
But you still livin’ in my head

Pre-Chorus
Every warning sign I see
I ignore it for the memory
I’d trade my sanity for you
That’s how deep this feelin’ grew

Chorus
Your love’s a drug, I’m overdosed
Can’t let you go, I’m holdin’ close
I feel the rush, then feel the pain
Still need another hit of your name
I break myself just to feel us
Every relapse feels like trust
I swear I’m done, then I fall again
Your love my vice, I can’t get clean

Bridge (Stripped, Confessional)
If this is poison, pour it slow
I’d rather hurt than be alone
They say, “Walk away, choose yourself”
But I keep choosin’ you instead
I don’t know who I am without
The way your love take me down
If freedom means forgettin’ you
I don’t know if I want it, truth

Final Chorus (Emotional Lift)
Your love’s a drug, I’m in too deep
Wide awake but can’t sleep
I chase the high, I chase the past
Knowing this won’t last
I’m beggin’ heaven, beggin’ pain
Take this craving out my veins
But every time I say “amen”
Your love pulls me back again

Outro
If lovin’ you is my disease
Then I’m addicted willingly
No cure, no peace, no clean escape
Just your name runnin’ through my veins

Country pop, male, ambient