Moving To Fast

Yeah…

Life been movin’ fast lately…

Too damn fast.

And the crazy part?

I don’t even know who the hell I can trust anymore.

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Life move quick like a train off the rails

One minute we laughin’, next minute it fails

Friends turn ghosts when the pressure get real

Smiles in my face but they fake how they feel

I gave my heart to people I loved

Now I’m lookin’ at scars where the trust used to was

Every promise they made turned dust in the wind

Now I question every soul that call me a friend

I swear betrayal got a permanent taste

Like bitterness sittin’ in the back of my brain

I keep askin’ myself who the hell I can lean on

When everybody leave once the lights are gone

I been loyal to people that switched up quick

Now I’m sittin’ here like “man, fuck this shit”

Tryna keep my heart open but it’s harder each day

When the ones you’d die for walk away

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Life movin’ fast and I’m losin’ my trust

Don’t know who to love, don’t know who to trust

Everybody swear they real but they fake as fuck

Then they leave you alone when the times get tough

I been givin’ my heart but it come back broke

Now I’m drownin’ in silence and invisible smoke

I just wish somebody meant the shit that they say

But betrayal keep findin’ me every damn day

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I remember nights talkin’ dreams with my crew

Now them same damn people actin’ brand new

Funny how loyalty fade with time

Like memories slowly erased from your mind

I helped people stand when they couldn’t walk

Now they act like my name never crossed they thoughts

That pain hit deep, deeper than pride

Like a knife in the trust that I kept inside

I keep buildin’ walls but they crumble again

‘Cause my heart still wanna believe in friends

But reality hit like a slap in the face

Everybody temporary in this cold damn place

I ain’t perfect, I know that shit too

But at least I never switched on my crew

Now I’m starin’ at life through cautious eyes

Tryna see through the fake and the hidden lies

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Life movin’ fast and I’m losin’ my trust

Don’t know who to love, don’t know who to trust

Everybody swear they real but they fake as fuck

Then they leave you alone when the times get tough

I been givin’ my heart but it come back broke

Now I’m drownin’ in silence and invisible smoke

I just wish somebody meant the shit that they say

But betrayal keep findin’ me every damn day

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Maybe I care too much…

Maybe my heart too real…

But damn…

Why it always the loyal ones that gotta feel this shit?

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Now I walk through life with my guard held high

Still wonderin’ who would stay if I died

Who would cry real tears at my grave

Or just post my name for the likes they crave

Life too fast and the truth too clear

Love don’t last when the loyalty disappear

But I’m still standin’, even after the pain

Even after the storms and the endless rain

Maybe one day I’ll trust again…

But right now…

I’m just tryna survive