[Verse]
She left me standing in the doorway alone
A girl with questions but no one to phone
The echo of her heels was the last goodbye
I still hear them click
I still wonder why
[Prechorus]
Mad and sad
A storm inside
I run
I hide
I can't decide
[Chorus]
I hate her but I’m cursed to love her
Every scar she left pulls me under
If I see her I’ll hug her
Then I’ll break
I’ll scream her name but it’s love I can’t fake
[Verse 2]
Twelve years old
I watched her disappear
A shadow fading
A truth unclear
Now I’m older but the wound still bleeds
I carry her ghost in the air I breathe
[Prechorus]
Mad and sad
A war in my chest
I love her
I loathe her
No time for rest
[Chorus]
I hate her but I’m cursed to love her
Every scar she left pulls me under
If I see her I’ll hug her
Then I’ll break
I’ll scream her name but it’s love I can’t fake