I see you more now that I can’t have you

I keep biting my tongue til’ it bleeds,

Praying to any god quietly that you’ll open your eyes and you can see that

based on every feeling inside,

you would’ve never realized that she

was only plotting your demise

To hold her hand like it wouldn’t break you, staring at her the way I do to you

I still leave room for you on the couch,

sitting around, wait on your return

I see you more now that I can’t have you

I have to sit and review all the things

you do to me the moment your presence leaves mine

I stay off to the side with nothing else to do

I already feel like I’m losing you

It’s hard enough knowing I ruined,

I ruined something that belonged.

Pray to any god that even cares to listen in on my pleas.

I see you more now that I can’t have you, but that’s okay.

I’ll still leave room for you, even if you choose to walk away.

I bite my tongue until it bleeds

I bite my tongue until it bleeds

I’m crying im begging im on my knees

Come back, come back, come back