Edge of reality

Hanging on the edge of reality

Anxiety and depression won’t set me free

I suffer, I wonder, I second-guess my mind

Running in circles I can’t leave behind

Every morning feels like a fight I didn’t choose

Heavy heart, heavy head, I’ve got nothing left to lose

I start something burning, then I watch it fade

Like a promise to myself I never made

I’m hanging on, I’m slipping through

Trying to find a way back to the truth

But the noise gets loud, and the silence screams

I’m losing grip on my own dreams

I never finish anything I start

Broken roads carved through a broken heart

I reach for light but it turns to gray

And I don’t know how to stay this way

Hanging on the edge of reality

Anxiety and depression won’t set me free

I suffer, I wonder, I always second-guess myself

Locked inside this version of hell

And I keep on moving, but I don’t know why

Like a fading spark that forgot how to fly

Maybe there’s a fire buried deep inside

But right now all I feel is the fight to survive

I never finish anything I start

Just pieces of hope that fall apart

Still I’m here, still I stay

Even when I don’t know the way