[Verse 1]
You said stay, then you ran
Left your ring on the sink
Now the table feels colder
And I don't sleep much, I think
I keep your name in my mouth
Like a chip on a tooth
Every little promise you made
Turned sharp in the loop
[Pre-Chorus]
Pain in my chest
Despair in my hands
Betrayal tastes like rust
I don't understand
[Chorus]
Pain, pain, pain, I feel it
Despair, despair, don't heal it
Betrayal in my veins
Anger in my throat tonight
Love, love, love, you broke it
Love, love, love, I choke it
I still want you near
Even when you disappear
[Verse 2]
I threw your hoodie in the back
But it still smells like rain
I laugh with my friends at midnight
Then I come home with the blame
Your goodbyes were a blade
Wrapped in a pretty face
Now I'm pacing these rooms
Like a fist with no place
[Pre-Chorus]
Pain in my chest
Despair in my hands
Betrayal tastes like rust
I don't understand
[Chorus]
Pain, pain, pain, I feel it
Despair, despair, don't heal it
Betrayal in my veins
Anger in my throat tonight
Love, love, love, you broke it
Love, love, love, I choke it
I still want you near
Even when you disappear
[Bridge]
Maybe I wanted your chaos
Maybe I called it grace
Maybe I mistook your fire
For something I could save
But I won't beg in the ruins
Won't crawl back through that door
If you want my heart again
You gotta find it on the floor
[Final Chorus]
Pain, pain, pain, I feel it
Despair, despair, don't heal it
Betrayal in my veins
Anger in my throat tonight
Love, love, love, you broke it
Love, love, love, I choke it
I still want you near
Even when you disappear