Title: Mess of My Sanity
Genre: Dark R&B / Alt-Rock
Tempo: Slow, heavy, distorted bass
Verse 1
I am normally pretty grounded and I
Am calm in my spirit
But somehow, and I don't understand now
Why are you so easily able
To bring me out of my character?
How are you able to make me feel such violence?
Girl, you're so able to interrupt my fucking silence.
I just want to pull out and drag you under the table
Fuck you senseless until I ain't able.
Since you make a mess of my sanity
I want to make a mess on your face
It’s like fuck me, no, fuck you in your fucking vanity.
Chorus
You’re the glitch in my system, the crack in the glass
A beautiful wreck that I can’t let pass.
Break my composure, then ask me to stay
You’re the only sin I’m willing to pray.
Yeah, you’re the poison, you’re the cure
I’ve never been less, and I’ve never been more.
Verse 2
You thrive in the static, you feed on the noise
Treating my patience like one of your toys.
I had a rhythm, I had a plan
Now I’m just wax melting inside your hand.
You look at me sideways, expecting a fight
Then turn out the lamp and ignite the night.
It’s a cycle of fever, a war in the sheets
Where nobody wins and nobody retreats.
Bridge
(Spoken/Whispered)
I hate how you know exactly where the seams are.
One tug, and I’m unraveled.
One look, and the silence is dead.
I’m not myself when I’m with you...
And I’m terrified I like it.
Chorus
You’re the glitch in my system, the crack in the glass
A beautiful wreck that I can’t let pass.
Break my composure, then ask me to stay
You’re the only sin I’m willing to pray.
Yeah, you’re the poison, you’re the cure
I’ve never been less, and I’ve never been more.
Outro
Keep your vanity.
Keep the mess.
Just don’t leave me
With the silence again.
(Fade out with heavy, distorted guitar)
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