(Intro – soft, distant piano)
Yeah…
I’ve been here before…
Same lights… same floor…
Verse 1
White walls, cold hall, I’m waiting again
Same questions, same forms, same loop that don’t end
I sent it all, every pain in detail
But they scroll past my life like it’s just another tale
Heartbeat heavy, but they say “it’s fine”
Blood work stacks like I’m killing time
Every visit feels like déjà vu
Same chair, same glare, same “what’s wrong with you?”.
(Pre-Chorus)
And I swear I’ve been loud, I’ve been clear
But my words disappear in the atmosphere
Like emails lost in a system down
While I’m still sitting in this waiting town
Chorus –( rising, emotional)
I’m stuck in a loop in the system
Same pain, same room, same questions
They say “wait, go home, we’ll fix them”
But I’m back here again with no answers
Tell me how many times I gotta fall
Before somebody really reads it all
‘Cause I’m screaming but nobody listens
I’m trapped inside this loop in the system
Verse 2
They talk in steps like I’m part of a plan
But I’m breaking down, trying to make them understand
“Come back later, bring another file”
While I lose pieces of me every mile
I joked about it ‘cause I had to cope
But jokes don’t fix what is hanging by a rope
In this hallway where time don’t move
And every door I knock on don’t approve
Pre-Chorus
I’ve been patient, I’ve been calm, I’ve been still
But silence don’t cure what I feel
And every answer feels out of reach
Like a voice that nobody’s taught to read
Chorus – (bigger, more intense)
I’m stuck in a loop in the system
Same pain, same room, same questions
They say “wait, go home, we’ll fix them”
But I’m back here again with no answers
Tell me how many times I gotta fall
Before somebody really reads it all
‘Cause I’m screaming but nobody listens
I’m trapped inside this loop in the system
Bridge –( stripped, emotional falsetto)
If I break down here, will they see me then?
Or just send me back to start again?
I don’t need promises in the air
I just need someone to care… right there
Final Chorus –( explosive, layered vocals)
I’m stuck in a loop in the system
But I’m still here, still fighting, still driven
No more “maybe”, no more “we’ll fix them”
I need truth in this moment I’m livin’
‘Cause I’ve fallen too many times to call
This just “nothing serious” at all
And I’m screaming ‘til somebody listens
I won’t disappear in the system
ManuThevenet
