Lying to myself

talk to the flame as it's burning

My last sign of hope as it goes out

My only friend has gone away

As the cries i yell go silent

No one is here to hear me scream

Everyone has abandoned me in this fucking

forest

My hopes have died long ago

Am I desperate I dont know

1think im going crazy

As llay awake

lam slowly sinking

The drugs I am taking

has dug me in this broken home

The love I have felt has lost its grip

The thoughts are taking me on a trip

My memories are sinking in on me

The thoughts are setting traps for me

And Ireluctantly fell for it

My hopes have died Iong ago

Ami desperateIdont know

I think im going crazy

As llay awake

I am slowly sinking

The drugs I am taking

has dug me in this broken home

am trapped in my head