If I was what you wanted then something must've been wrong with you

[Verse 1]
Will I ever wake up by your side?
My past is pulling me down 
Dishonesty can go a long way
Was i the guy you wanted?
Or just a side piece for your own gain

[Chorus]
You seemed to be moving fast
You love me like no other
But theres still a rain cloud over me when everyone else sees the sun
I want to wait for you but my head is pulling me down

[Verse 2]
Would i ever be your first pick?
Picking up your promises on the trail
Wondering if im being delusional 
Not seeing the crumbs of the others
You pulled me in and I cant escape
Am I even an option?

[Chorus]
You seemed to be moving fast
You love me like no other
But theres still a rain cloud over me when everyone else sees the sun
I want to wait for you but I can ever trust anyone

[Bridge]
Maybe im just stupid
Or maybe delusional (delusional)
Not seeing whats happening infront of me
Taking my eyes away
Just wanting to feel your touch
Without feeling broken

[Ending Chorus]
You seemed to be moving fast
You love me like no other
But theres still a rain cloud over me, when she has the sun shining
I want to wait for you but I can ever trust anyone

Metalcore, atmospheric, melodic, male vocals, post-hardcore