Thin walls

Through the chaos of my head

Everyone hates a clown

They just push me to the ground

No recognition that I found

It's hard to get out of bed

As it feels like my head is stone

My dreams are filled with death that brings me joy

As I play with the scenarios

I lost the fight of surviving

And all I can do is cry

And play with the blood I spilled

I cry through thin walls

But no one hears my calls

As everyone is laughing

I just sit in silence wanting to cry

My self-doubt taking control

As I'm dying to be set free

The pills don't work for me

So I just turned to drugs but with a fee

I keep a happy face

But it's not really my case

As my spirit and heart are trapped in the well

With nothing to use

I just want to be a ghost

But it seems like i already am

I scream through thin walls

But no one hears my calls

As everyone is laughing

i swallow my pride

My self-doubt taking control

And dying can only set me free

I just torture myself

I can still feel her touch

Like phantom pain

Maybe im just a masochist

And I like the pain

Just to make me feel more human

I scream through thin walls (Thin Walls!)

But no one hears my calls

As everyone is laughing

i swallow my pride (It tasted like poison)

My self-doubt taking control (why do I even try?)

And dying can only set me free