[Verse 1]
Through the chaos of my head
Everyone hates a clown
They just push me to the ground
No recognition that I found
It's hard to get out of bed
As it feels like my head is stone
[Pre-chorus]
My dreams are filled with death that brings me joy
As I play with the scenarios
I lost the fight of surviving
And all I can do is cry
And play with the blood I spilled
[Chorus]
I cry through thin walls
But no one hears my calls
As everyone is laughing
I just sit in silence wanting to cry
My self-doubt taking control
As I'm dying to be set free
[Verse 2]
The pills don't work for me
So I just turned to drugs but with a fee
I keep a happy face
But it's not really my case
As my spirit and heart are trapped in the well
With nothing to use
I just want to be a ghost
But it seems like i already am
[Chorus]
I scream through thin walls
But no one hears my calls
As everyone is laughing
i swallow my pride
My self-doubt taking control
And dying can only set me free
[Bridge]
I just torture myself
I can still feel her touch
Like phantom pain
Maybe im just a masochist
And I like the pain
Just to make me feel more human
[Final Chorus]
I scream through thin walls (Thin Walls!)
But no one hears my calls
As everyone is laughing
i swallow my pride (It tasted like poison)
My self-doubt taking control (why do I even try?)
And dying can only set me free