Prompt / Lyrics
VOICE A (Surface Self): I hate that I still want what ruins me VOICE B (Remembering Self): Say it VOICE A: I hate that I still want it VOICE B: I know ⸻ VOICE A: I prayed last night and meant every word Then woke up wanting the same old things VOICE B: That didn’t surprise Me VOICE A: That scares me ⸻ VOICE A: What if this is who I really am? Not the songs, not the prayers Just this VOICE B: You’re describing the wound, not the name ⸻ VOICE A: I get angry over nothing I carry lust I won’t confess I love people until they touch my pride VOICE B: You’re not hiding that from Me ⸻ VOICE A: Then why do I still feel like I am? VOICE B: Because shame is loud ⸻ VOICE A: What if grace has a limit? What if I finally cross it? VOICE B: It was crossed once VOICE A: That’s not what I meant VOICE B: I know what you meant ⸻ VOICE A: I don’t trust my heart VOICE B: Good VOICE A: Why would You say that? VOICE B: Because your rest was never meant to live there ⸻ VOICE A: I read the words I sing the truths But I still feel like I’m on trial VOICE B: The verdict didn’t wait for your feelings ⸻ VOICE A: What if I fall again tomorrow? VOICE B: Then tomorrow I’m still here ⸻ VOICE A: You say that now VOICE B: I said it then ⸻ VOICE A: When? VOICE B: Before you ever tried to fix yourself ⸻ VOICE A: I don’t know how to change VOICE B: You were never asked to resurrect yourself ⸻ VOICE A: Then what am I supposed to do with all this? VOICE B: Bring it closer ⸻ VOICE A: Even this part? VOICE B: Especially this part ⸻ VOICE A: I’m afraid You’ll leave when You see everything VOICE B: I stayed because I saw everything ⸻ VOICE A: So why do I still feel alone? VOICE B: Because feelings lag behind truth ⸻ VOICE A: Then stay until they catch up VOICE B: I never left
Tags
Male. A lament of anger, lust, fear, and doubt answered by steady grace, cinematic worship with deep theological weight.
Duration
2:49
Instrumental
No
Created
2/8/2026