Consuming

Consuming,

Consuming to forgett the past

Try a new start

But

Consuming,

Consuming my self away

No reasons to stay

I feel so high

Feel that I can fly

But afterwards I feel ashamed

All that I get is blame

It was just again a hard night

With a pointless fight

And again I fall deep

And couldn't find any sleep

I went too far

The last night, only a new scar

A scar that's deep inside me

And I feel, that I will never be free

I want to set myself free again

All the Fights were in vain

Consuming,

Consuming to forgett tha past

Try a new start

But

Consuming,

Consuming my self away

No reasons to stay

At first everything was fine

I wandered through a bright shine

But it ends in a dark emptiness

And the future seems to be hopeless

I would like to have a new start

But I always fall apart

I want to find the way of recovery

But I just find my misery

I'm caught in my addiction

It's like a bad prediction

In the end it's a life in Isolation

My life is a dark illustration

Consuming,

Consuming to forgett tha past

Try a new start

But

Consuming,

Consuming my self away

No reasons to stay

I want to set myself free again

All the Fights were in vain

And again I fall deep

And couldn't find any sleep

I went too far

The last night, only a new scar

A scar that's deep inside me

And I feel, that I will never be free

I've lost the control

I've lost it all

I've lost the control

I've lost it all

Consuming,

Consuming to forgett tha past

Try a new start

But

Consuming,

Consuming my self away

No reasons to stay

Nooo

Nooo, I'll gooo

Gooo

I'll goo and won't stay

Won't stay, I'll find an other way

Other way

The day will come

Will come, were not everthing feels numb

Feels numb

I want to find the way of recovery

And leave back my misery