[Intro – Melodic Rap]
Yeah…
I been wide awake for too long
Sippin’ pain in this paper cup
Tryna heal but I just keep buzzin’ louder…
[Verse 1 – Melodic Rap/Sing]
I ain’t slept in a minute
It’s killin’ my spirit
Caffeine floodin’ my veins
But I still gotta sip it
Coping with demons
I laugh when I hear ‘em
They talk through the static
I drown ‘em with rhythm
Every night’s the same fight
Shadows on the walls
Thumbs twitchin’ on my phone
Scrollin’ through my flaws
They say prayer’s a cure
But my faith feel thin
So I pour another cup
Let the madness in
[Pre-Chorus – Sing/Rap Blend]
Static in my skull
Neon knives in my chest
Paranoid thoughts
Never let me rest
Caffeine’s my dealer
I’m a mess in disguise
Wide-eyed freak
With the blackout eyes
[Chorus – Sung Emo/Melodic]
I’m overdosing
On the bitter black flood
Eyes wide open
Grinding my teeth to dust
God damn, I swear
My hands won’t quit
High on insomnia
I’m fucking sick of it
[Verse 2 – Melodic Rap, Poetic]
Coping ain’t coping
I just hide in the smoke
I been cracking a smile
But my soul feel broke
Dark circles on my face
Like a halo of pain
I been prayin’ for the light
But I bathe in the rain
Pour my trauma in a cup
Watch it overflow
Said I’d quit last night
But the devil know
That I’m chained to this habit
Tryna find release
But the buzz is the coffin
Where I chase my peace
[Bridge – Melodic Rap]
Yeah I cope with the pain
By pretending it’s fine
Wear a smile on my face
While I’m losing my mind
Turn the volume up loud
Just to cover the cries
Pour another shot of coffee
Watch me blur the lines
[Final Chorus / Outro]
I’m overdosing
On the bitter black flood
Eyes wide open
Grinding my teeth to dust
If I don’t sleep
I might fucking combust
Caffeine funeral
Bury me in rust
