Cant escape me

🎤 "Can't Escape Me"

Inspired by Doobie-style emo rap / sing-rap

Yeah…

This blunt the only thing that understands me right now

I ain’t tryna get high, I’m just tryna feel less

I been runnin’ from myself, but I keep comin’ back

Every time I breathe in, I forget all that I lack

I got scars they can’t see, they just smile and walk past

So I light another one, just to make the silence last

Mind racin’, hands shakin’, I don’t say a word

I been fakin’ every smile, every laugh you heard

And I know this ain’t healin’ me, it’s just delayin’ the hurt

But it’s either this… or watch my world burn

So I smoke till the thoughts stop chasin’

Till the pain in my chest quit racin’

I know it’s temporary, I ain’t dumb

But for a moment, I feel numb

I don’t need love, I need silence

Some peace from my head’s violence

So I light it up, let the world get hazy

‘Cause my own mind been tryna break me

They say talk it out, but I got no one to call

So I spark one up and just stare at the wall

Tryna hold on, but I’m startin’ to slip

Feelin’ like I’m dyin’ with a smile on my lips

This ain’t a party, this ain’t no vibe

This is medication for the thoughts I hide

This is please don’t ask if I’m alright

This is I’ll be fine when I’m dead inside

So I smoke till the thoughts stop chasin’

Till the pain in my chest quit racin’

I know it’s temporary, I ain’t dumb

But for a moment, I feel numb

I don’t need love, I need silence

Some peace from my head’s violence

So I light it up, let the world get hazy

‘Cause my own mind been tryna break me

I ain’t proud of what I’m doin’, I’m just tired

I been sleepin’ with my demons by the fire

They whisperin' again, sayin’ I should give in

But I hit that blunt… and I pretend

There’s comfort in the smoke, even if it’s fake

'Cause it's the only peace I ever get to take

So I breathe in deep, hold it till it aches…

And hope this cloud’s enough to keep me safe