Repetitive misery x2

All those memories, all those possibilities.

They just keep hurting me, I lose my sanity.

At night I dream, in the day I feel lost.

Maybe I mean more in my dreams?

Who knows? We’ll see.

I’m hurt from all those memories, im so lost.

I’m ruined from all those possibilities, at what cost?

Crying because I told her to ignore me, it’s my fault.

If only gravity will let me go so I’ll flow towards the stars.

Sadly my hearts being torn apart.

Don’t know if I should call her or if I should let it be.

I can’t remember the last time I saw her, it’s still killing me.

Why am I still stuck all over her, it’s kinda annoying me.

I know though one day I’ll get over it, in time you’ll see.

I still miss you uncontrollably.

I still love you unconditionally

It hurts me to love you when I don’t care about me.

I’m still in repetitive misery.

I’m hurt from all those memories, im so lost.

I’m ruined from all those possibilities, at what cost?

Crying because I told her to ignore me, it’s my fault.

If only gravity will let me go so I’ll flow towards the stars.

Sadly my hearts being torn apart.

I’m getting torn apart.

I was dying from the start.

I still hate that we’re apart.

I wish I could just restart.

All my dreams are just about you leaving me.

I hate that I’m stuck in that repetitive misery.

I don’t even know what’ll set me free from those dreams that are killing me inside.

Everytime I wake up I felt like I died.

All those feelings from people I hide.

I can’t help but think that I am a loser with no pride with no passion to fight.

I’m hurt from all those memories, im so lost.

I’m destroyed from those possibilities, it’s my fault.

Crying because I told her to ignore me, at what cost?

If only gravity will let me go so I’ll flow towards the stars.

Sadly my hearts being torn apart. All those times I be crashing cars you’d think I wanna die.

I’m sorry I wasn’t enough.

To give you enough trust.

Especially not enough love.

It’s hurts knowing that’s what it was

I could’ve done different. Now all of them are gone. Due to my negligence. Until next time. I begone.

Medicine in you.