[Verse 1]
Eyes wide open
But the room's sideways
Every thought
Has teeth these days
I pace that crack
In the bedroom floor
Like if I step just wrong
I'll fall through the core
[Pre-Chorus]
Clock keeps humming in the dark
Questions crawling up my arm
Is this panic
Is this me
Or just shadows pulling hard
[Chorus]
Moonlight gaze
On a mind that’s breaking
I’m not okay
But I’m still awake and
Everything shakes
Till the world feels vacant
My heart is broken
By the weight of the unknown
[Verse 2]
Talk to glass
Like it might talk back
See my face
In a funhouse fracture
Smile looks borrowed
Eyes look gone
I’m in the picture
But the frame feels wrong
[Pre-Chorus]
Tear my timeline into shreds
Every futures full of dread
Is this madness
Is this fear
Or the mirror drawing near
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I don’t trust my pulse
When it starts to race
I don’t trust my name
When you say it straight
I don’t trust the ground
When it starts to bend
If I close my eyes
Will I come back again?
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
Whisper to the ceiling
“Will it always hurt like this?”
Answer in the silence
Is a long
Cold hiss
[Chorus]